He will crush them like he has done to me. The only way I can think of to protect them would be to end their lives here so their spirits would go to heaven. I’m not strong enough to do that.
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woah, woah, woah. life cant ever get that bad so that you kill yourself! cant you just like runaway with your kids or someonething?
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Do not do so! Please!!!! You may feel desparate, but..... An early death is a crushing as what he is doing to you. You love these children. Give them a chance!!!! Contact a womans' shelter near you immediately. YOu need some help to escape! Where are you? I can look up support helplines in your city for you and post them here.
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And now abides faith, hope and love but the greatest of these is love. What is greater his apparent brutality or your love for your children? Love never seeks to end life but give life more abundantly. If you are not safe then find safety then begin the process. Do not wait. Seek a safe haven now. If you are safe then begin to confront this darkness. You cannot do it alone. Use family, trusted friends, trusted co-workers, police if you need to or are in a place where that is possible. Remember evil always wants to keep you in the dark and alone. Bring this to the light so that others can see and help.
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Do not hurt yourself or your children. You and your children can have a good life without him. You and your children deserve to be happy. Your kids deserve a chance. You must be strong for those children. I know exactly how you feel and I know it can be done. You need to leave the bad behind and you and your children must go find the good that is out there waiting for you. You are not alone. God Bless you all!
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OMG! You need to stop whatever you are doing... and immediately go to the phone and call 911... or whatever emergency number is available. You must tell them you are so despondent you are considering the murder of your children. I promise you, you will get the help you need. DO IT NOW!
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Slow down. THere are other solutions, I promise. And people who can help you. What is going on? Is this a case of abuse? Call 911 like Richard suggested, or call the suicide hotline. Tell them what you're thinking. They can help! DO NOT DO THIS!!
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get some help woman from a profesional
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You may need a break. Contact social services in your area and tell them about how your husband has been treating you. You can find the nunber in the blue government pages of your phonebook. It would be better that your children spend some time in foster homes or are sent to spend time with relatives than to watch you fall apart and watch your husband tear you down. Do this for the benefit of the entire family. You need to find a way to get out of this situation, but you have too much responsibility to do it without getting overwhelmed and considering such rash and dangerous options. Let go. Let someone else have the children for now. There are designated 'safe havens' all over the place that you can leave the children. Usually any fire department or emergency room is designated. Take the children there and know they will be cared for. Take a moment to type up what is going on in case you can't find the words when you get there. A battered women's shelter will help you find a plan and get you the therapy you need so badly. Please do this so that you can have the life you dream of.