I hate myself so much, I can’t stand it anymore… I don’t have any friends, I’m scared to be committed to anything, I get anxious when I’m around people. I am barely into highschool and I feel like my life has already ended before I even had a chance to live it.
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Its like your me, only 6 years ago
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You might want to go and see someone about that like maybe a counsellor? I'm sure your school will have one. It is just that you are depressed you could also go and see a doctor about it and go onto anti-depressants.
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Theres nothing wrong, your human... Ive felt the same way a vew months ago
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You'll learn, none of this matters in the long run, you love you and the rest will come, it did for me. Highschool doesn't mean anything anyway, other than an education of course, the social standing doesn't add up to anything though. All the "cool" crowd from my highschool are doing the same things, while I have grown to what I think is a pretty freakin awesome person. So just let go, smile, and be you, everything will work out, promise.
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yup its just a bump in a LONG road called life, all you do is gain experience.
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Worrying is a bad habit, you need to overcome it like any other bad habit. Try to modify the factors under your control, that is the only thing you can do. From http://mshn.org/worry.html
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yeah worrying is a bad habbit you will get an ulcer or anxiety attacks like i do, you shouldn't hate your self because you don't have friends, everyone is unique if people can't accpet you then they are idiots. life is hard but what ya gotta do is carry on, you only live once and also soon you will begin to enjoy your life just give it sometime, try joining a club of ur interest i joined the dramaclub and i'm in the stage crew, i have met soooo many new people and believe me it really helps. the drama club has affected me so much the people you work with its like being a family
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I like you Dan, you seem to be a beautiful person, it's too bad you'd rather not be enjoyed by others...or at least thats what your profile suggests
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I wish I could somehow branch-out from all of this. But again, I can't seem to commit to anything and I try to avoid difficult situations instead of facing them. I feel trapped by my own anxiety and it makes me bored and depressed, and I end up trying to hurt myself. I have seen councellors a little, but they haven't seemed to really help me. Whenever I feel like something is out of my comfort zone I just completely collapse into myself. It would be amazing if I was able to get involved in something, but I just can't seem to do it. I wish I could believe that things will be different for me later in life but I've been stuck in this train of thought for two years and I can never really get out of it for very long.
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you are holding your self back, don't do that you are making ur self isolated from everyone you gotta try something, if you wanna get out do something about it, work for what you want or you will be stuck, do you wanna be stuck?
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Let go...when you feel your heart flutter that beginning of an anxiety attack, just close your eyes, and let go.
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I like you Dan, you seem to be a beautiful person, it's too bad you'd rather not be enjoyed by others...or at least thats what your profile suggests Its a personal problem im getting over (i was abandoned by all) in do time