she killed herself and I love her so much plus shes the one thats kept me alive sence i was 8!! I need someone right now anyone pretty much IM me or right on here or whatever I really need someone. I don’t know what I am going to do without her she is my everything and I am always going to love her.
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Hey, there.. Here if you need to talk..
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hi umm yea well i must be going right now but i will definetly talk to you later thank you so much for replying
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Anytime..
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I'm here too if you need me.
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Don't ever forget about her love, whatever she did, isn't anyone fault--people handle things differently. Would she want you to be upset? Nope Honey take a breath, slowly. I know right now you feel like no one knows personally because they are not you. No one can ever be you, but take the love you have for her and use it on yourself right now because you need it. I'll tell you what, Heaven is a better place then our world right now, we're the ones who have died----Okay, she's your guardian angel now--and that is special, they see everything, she knows you love her. I'm sure she wouldn't want you to be upset or to forget about her. They're with you love, just talk to her when your alone and miss her. :) I'll tell you something, when I was 17, I lost a friend in a car accident. It broke my heart, the most recent memory I had was us sitting in a room with a bunch of past out drunk people and we were tossing a paper ball back and forth. Now when he died, thats all I thought about. I sat there that night remembering it even making the arm motions to tossing it. I went to his wake and oh my gosh love, I have never felt hurt like that. But I came home, and I went to grab my memory box from the top shelf of my closet, a PAPER ball fell down and landed on my shoes. Then I felt this strong feeling of comfort. ;) They know honey.
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A close family member of mine committed suicide as well. It is still hard after a couple of years, but does get easier if you hold on. Also, don't let yourself fall into blaming yourself at all, or going through the "what ifs." Suicide is just a tragedy, and many people who are close to someone who has committed suicide get suicidal themselves at some point. It's good that you're reaching out. Please get help if you ever start feeling that way.
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if you need to talk.. you can messenge me on my msn messenger... lil_bit_shie(at)hotmail(dot)com... i am a good listener and am always wanting to help others... ~hugs~
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