Its been awhile. Well here is the update on my and my gay life. My Family isn’t really fighting anymore… well with everyone else. there just fighting with me. My Friend and i and I are still fighting. I have lost track of how long we have been fighting. i’m working all the time and when i’m not i’m getting Bit*h at my Parents because i’m not the perfect little girl they always wanted.I told my oldest Brother the one that i’m really close with that i hurt myself and well i told him over 6 months ago and well were not even talking anymore. We have hung out for maybe 2 hours in the passed 6 months and we hung out like almost everyday. I feel like I messed up by telling him. Because he never wants to hang out anymore and it hurts that my only Brother thinks that i’m a freak because of what i do to myself. I call or txt him to see if i can go stay with him or hang out with him and he never wants to anymore. I feel like i messed up my relashionship with my Brother by telling him. it just sux that i know he thinks i’m a freak and dosn’t want to spend time with me. Its like i can’t tell any of my Friends or Family now because they’ll treat me like how he dose. I’m just so da** upset about this because i lost someone so close to me.
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Didn't he ever try to advise you or help you instead of getting away?!
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No when i told him he ask me questions but that was about it. :'(
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Don't mind! but you know what? it really hurts when you know that one of your siblings is like that! I believed that there was a cure for this but all here members say there isn't or maybe some of them! i can only wish that you find the right path and be fine in your life! :)