when im 13 my “dad” ran away from HIS house and send a lawyer letter to my mum to warn to move in 2months time ,after that 2 months + my mum cant afford to rent a house so we stay almost 4 months .my “dad” son daugther that is my half brother and sister went in the house and try to stop the water supply i rush out and try to push him away he push mi on the floor i went and took a bike spray ,spray at his eye but he rush to me and bash mi up he stop and he call the police and sue mt to the court .he told the lawyer that im ralate to him at all .He stop suing and wan mi to apologize
so i did AM I A COWARD??MY MUM WENT TO COURT FOR MI A LOT OF TIME AND SPEND A LOT OF MONEY I FEEL LIKE A COWARD until now ..what can i do to forget about that trauma
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You are not a coward for apologizing in order to prevent further legal actions. That was a very smart thing to do and has probably saved you and your mother both a lot of money and a huge amount of energy best spent on more productive issues. How old are you now? And is the issue about living there resolved by now?
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im 16 now. but sometimes i just think about it and feel bad , now my father died not long ago i heard his coffin was fully shut close something wrong with my half brother .
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It could be a good idea to talk about this with a school counselor, they will know what might help you get over this. Your father's death must be difficult to deal with, too, because you have mixed feelings about his behaviour when he was still alive. In most cases, talking about such issues makes it easier to come to terms with them and move on. We are willing to talk to you here, but a real-life conversation with a friend, family member, teacher, or counselor might work even better, because of all the information you lose in typing. In a conversation body language and tone of voice can make it easier to understand exactly what the other persons means, which makes it easier to help as well.